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| Soory its been so long i lost my internet for a very long time but now im back wooo! Comemnt and Subs are very appreciated <333333333 We are all a little damaged... Some of us hide it better than others, but on some level,
we are all torn up. We take it out on others & beat through life
carrying it all & we will end up damaging someone else & most
of the time, we won't even notice or bother to care because we are busy with our little disaster called life. you fall in love with someone because of the tilt of his smile, or because he can make you laugh, or in this case, because he made you believe you were the only one who could save him.
There's a place in my heart that won't kiss you goodbye that can't accept the truth that things aren't working out as planned. It's so hard to admit that I drove you away with all this negativity, this anger every day. Your heart doesn't belong to me. Your heart doesn't belong to me. I know I don't have the right to bug you with how this feels, its just the hardest thing I've been through, nothings ever felt so real.
She's a mess of gorgeous chaos, and you can see it in her eyes.
Don't know if our fate's already sealed, This day's a spinning circus on a wheel. I'm ill with the thought of your kiss, Coffee laced, intoxicating, on her lips. Shut it out. I've got no claim on you now, Not allowed to wear your freedom down. Is there a chance, a fragment of light At the end of the tunnel, a reason to fight? Is there a chance you may change your mind, Or are we ashes and wine?
I never thought it'd feel this good to quit Failure tastes so sweet I'm not afraid anymore, forgive me
I changed, not because I wanted to, but because I couldn't take getting hurt anymore.
do you think the reason we fight so much, is because we can't face the fact that we might still be in love?
i wish that i could make you understand, that i'm not angry with you. a
little bitter, maybe. and clearly still heartbroken. but darling, i could never hate you. after a while you get sick of caring, and you're to hurt to fight. sometimes, no matter what you do,things won't be alright. because even if it breaks your heart to be just friends, if you really care about someone, you'd take the hit. -scrubs our lives are shaped by those who love us, and those who refuse to.
Stop it, come on, you know I can't help it.
I got the mic and you got the mosh pit.
What will it take for you to admit you were wrong?
Was her demise so carefully constructed? Well let's just say I got what I wanted.
Cause in the end, it's always the same.
&& please don't make me want you
when we both know I can't have you.
Were you born this naive? I think not. It takes years of practice pretending not to notice,
to become that oblivious to what he is doing to you. I must inform you, he is not your weakness.
The only thing bringing you downis your lack of pride and self-respect.Do not talk to me about love: A lover's touch does not sting; a lover's words do not hurt.Fear is not love. Were you born this naive? I think not. It takes years of practice pretending not to notice,
to become that oblivious to what he is doing to you. I must inform you, he is not your weakness.
The only thing bringing you downis your lack of pride and self-respect.Do not talk to me about love: A lover's touch does not sting; a lover's words do not hurt.Fear is not love. Find arms that will hold you at your weakest
Eyes that will see you at your ugliest And a heart that will love you at your worst
And you have found love
Never take anyone for granted. You may wake up one day And realize you've lost a diamond
While you were busy collecting stones.
I’m still the same but we have changed
And now I have to live with my mistakesWill I ever learn? I’m battered and bruised
Scratched on the inside I’m losing myself, I’m so sick of the lies
Dead ring in my ears, the hole underneath You’re deep in my skin, you’re the splinter in me
Consciously taking and overly faking
I can't believe all the things that you're saying
Seems all so simple it's all up to you
Time after time
You lost what you couldn't find
Now that you're older life's weighing on your shoulders.
You can't seem to keep things so perfectly straight.
With most things so basic you might as well face it.
You can't help but worry it's all just begun
With nothing on my back,
It's still enough to bring me down.
My mind's about to crack,
Cause what I thought could not be found.
Matter of in fact,
It's harder still when you're around.
With nothing on my back,
I can't help but drown.
you are a smart one
saying things that can't be undone
and it shows.
you don't know what goes on here.
you don't know what happens each time
my breastplate and armor fall, they fall
Hes my world My universe My life My heart My soul I love him its simple as that
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| Sorry i havnt updated in soo long ive been soo busy gawddd thanks for sticking around =] comments and subs are appricated thanks<33 Lesha♥---
There's not really anything to discuss. There's you and me; but no us.
 I want to be there for you. I do, but i can't do this anymore. I can't keep being your second choice, not when you're my first.

&& finally, she let go of her fake smile as the tears slowly ran down her face she whispered softly to herself "I don't wanna be me anymore" she straightens her hair applies her make-up, smoothes out her clothes, && takes one last look in the mirror just to see what a failure she is.  Why don't you open up your eyes? These are more than passing glances Why don't you say what's on your mind? Cause I'm taking all the chances
 she's the girl everybody comes to with their problems, she always has the answers, but what happens when she can’t even use her own advice? just a little tip; don't play games with a girl who can play them better.

I couldn't tell you why we are best friends, because you wouldn't understand. the explanation is full of too many inside jokes & made up words. it's full of too much care & too many tears. too many laughs & too many blonde moments. I don't think I will ever be able to give you a better reason, except she's always been there. <3
 I'll remember you when I get old & when I start getting wrinkles from all the times you made me laugh. <3

he's annoying, he's hilarious, he makes me yell, he drives me crazy, he's out of his mind, & he's everything I want.

there will come a time where you're infatuated, with a single soul. for this person, you'd do anything, & not think twice about it. but when asked why, you have no answer. you'll try your whole life to understand, how he can affect you as much as he does. but you'll never find out, & no matter how badly you hate it, or how much it hurts, you will love this person without regrets, for the rest of your life.

You say you're looking for happiness. but when it comes, you run away from it.You tell yourself you don't deserve it. 
It's like you're the fire, and I'm the oxygen. -This flame will never burn out- And I'm the only one getting hurt.  no more bending the rules. baby it's summertime, let's break every single one.
so when you start to miss me remember you were the one that broke my heart & you were the one that made me cry you were the one that turned your back & you were the one that let me go.

you don't have to be together for him to break your heart.
I wanted everything to stay the same, but feelings fade and people change. I'm loving every moment like its my last, no longer letting my future be based on my past

My head is saying "Fool Forget Him" but my heart is saying "Don't Let Go" 
the biggest mistake you can make is to drift apart from someone you once had the time of your life with.  Before you write me off as an easy piece of ass,
I'm telling you right now to zip up your fucking pants. 
You say I'm always happy & that I'm good at everything I do. But what you'll never realize is that I'm a damn good actress too. 
So dont be a liar. Dont say that everythings working when everythings broken. And you smile like a saint, but you curse like a sailor and your eyes say the jokes on me.

For someone who is suppose to be "just a friend" why do I always get butterflies in my stomach when he smiles at me?  i wanna say "fuck it"and forget everything and move on.. but that's easier said than done.

OH HER? .. I'd lie for her, cry for her take a bullet and straight up die for her because duh .. she's my BFF 
I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bit bitchy, to push people to push myself. I was taught never to take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had to never give up, to believe in myself, but most of all, fight for myself 
sometimes i look up at you & all i can think about is why i just can't have you
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| Srry for not updating fo rsoo long ughh im soo busy but im trying as hard as i can thanks for the ppl that support me =] comments and subs are very well appreciated
hope everysones good and well i wont be able to update for idk how long but in wont be like wicke dlong like this time yet again srry love you all Lesha♥

I trusted youAnd that would be my first mistake.

I am not perfect, And I don’t not live to be, but before you start pointing fingers, be sure your hands are clean. 
Why is it that when you miss someone so much that your heart is ready to disinegrate ; you always hear the saddest song on the radio?

best friends are the ones that know something's wrong even if you have the biggest smile on your face.

I have a best friend. I don`t listen to my parents. I feel like no one understands me. I talk on the phone & go online instead of doing homework. There`s that one special guy who I`d die to be with. So yeah, basically I`m a teenager 
Never be afraid to try something new. Remember, amateurs built the ark. Professionals built the Titanic

childhood is the state which ends
the moment a puddle is first viewed as an obstacle instead of an oppurtunity. 
so stop acting like you know everything because you're missing the point you were supposed to be my friend. 
he said, "i'll love you 'til i die." she told him, "you'll forget in time." as the years went slowly by she still preyed upon his mind he kept her picture on his wall went half crazy now and then he still loved her through it all hoping she'd come back again kept some letters by his bed, dated 1962 he had underlined in red every single "i love you" i went to see him just today oh, but i didn't see no tears all dressed up to go away first time i'd seen him smile in years he stopped loving her today

So I stand here in the rain, waiting for it to cleanse me, waiting for it to wash me away.

Sometimes there's nothing to say. Sometimes silence expresses more than words. Picking up the phone, dialing a number, it can do more damage than good, but humans are afflicted with this obsessive desire to talk things to death, so we make things worse by trying to make them better.
For anyone of us our forever could end in an hour, or a hundred years from now. You never know for sure, so you'd better make every second count. 
Love doesn't require you to be perfect; Love requires you to forgive. 
One day you will wake up. You will be able to get dressed, eat breakfast, brush your teeth, take a shower, go to school, eat lunch, go to class, and come home. And you'll be able to do all of that without thinking about him. 
Smile Darling, Smile. It’s all you have left.

everybody needs a little bit of sunshine everybody needs time to unwind everybody’s got to have a good time everybody get up on your feet everybody got to shake your body everybody's got a right to be free 
here's to the nights when the sand is your seat && the waves kiss your feet. 
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| Well heres your update =] hope you guys like it srry it skinda short
blahh we had a snow day today in fucking APRIL!!!!!! who has snow days in april only maine does god! lol s pretty much im loosing some friends but also gaining some in a way i guess its confusing but w/e ok im bored now ill update soon my loves Lesha♥♥♥----

I'm at a point in my life that if I were underwater, I doubt I'd kick to come to the top Her eyes never seemed so wet. And her [ heart never] felt more cold. because shes made up her mind, There was no more playing games. Because this time, Its her against the world. Because this Time shes determined to win.
Sometimes confrontation is difficult. Sometimes it's just easier to write my heart & soul out on lined paper.

i believe in love, in arguing, in jamming out by yourself in the car. i believe in smiling until your cheeks hurt and laughing until you cry. i believe in having someone tell you you're beautiful,in dancing in the rain, and miracles. && i believe in second chances, even if you've completely messed up. 
when things are perfect, that`s when you need to worry most -- Drew Barrymoore.
nothing is going to change so much thatyou're not going to be my best friend - dawson’s creek
 someone will always be smarter than you. someone will always be prettier than you.someone will always be funnier than you.someone will always be cooler than you but no one will ever be you <3

Go ahead, Sleep with every boy in town But you're not a whore, You just don't know who you are

show a little back bone. in this hole we've dug you're never crawling out alive. you won't make it too far, you won't get too far. in this home we've made you're never welcome again. you won't make it too far. place your bets son, pay your ransom. you don't know what it is to regret anymore. 
I heard that you were living well, but you don't look like you're living to me. Though the sparkle is gone, the smile is in place so that everyone watching can see. You've got them all convinced, but I know it so well that you can list your friends, but you can't count on them.

If someone breaks your heart, just punch them in the face. Oh sure, it seems obvious now, but you'd be amazed at how many people don't think of it when it's relevant. Seriously, just punch them in the face and go get some ice cream.
Caring too much is like a disaster magnet. 
"You're just a failure; That's all you'll ever be." I'm sick of hearing that I can be more. I can. ... Who am I kidding This is all I'm ever going to be And this ... Well this is nothing. "they always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself."

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 the first day of kindergarten is scary and the last day of high school is sad, but it's all the memories in between that make it all worthwhile.

At your age, you`re going to have a lot of urges. You`re going to want to take off your clothes, & touch each other. But if you do touch each other, you will get Chlamydia..& die. -Mean Girls ^^Ahaha my all time fav quote lol
 No matter how much I'm crying or how depressed I am; or how much I don't want to be here.. I can always smile for you

"What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction."

He's the kind of guy that you'd do anything for, regardless of how
he feels about you.
 Maybe I don't smile as much as her, & maybe I don't have as many friends as she does; but I'll bet you she hasn't gone through what I have. I'll be she has never sat down on her stairs & just cried, cried her heart out because the whole world was caving in , and she just couldn't take it.

As young adults, we learn a lot of things;; which movie theaters have cup holders, which classmate is most reliable to cheat off of, how togive &_take advice, how &_why to <love3, which[roads] harbor hidden cops, times to cry or laugh,&_which towns have your banks branch. Among the most important things we learn is this; just because we argue doesnt mean there's no love &_ just because we aren`t related doesnt mean we're not family
There will be two dates on your tombstone. Everyone will read them. But the only thing that matters is the little dash between them.
it was cold. your hands were shaking, & i stepped next to you just to wrap my arms around you as i said, "let`s pretend winter isn`t here." as you buried your head in my shoulder, you said, "let`s pretend the snow isn`t the only thing falling fast."
picture you & me sexually. so sinfully that makes it heavenly. it`s not no movie RATED G. sweetie, make me scream like it`s X times 3. ;]

We rock huge sunglasses & fake pearls running around our little town shaking everything up 'cause as far as we`re concerned we`re rockstars.

It seems like the simplest concept ;; just push them all away & you`ll never get hurt. However, the simplest is not always the most effective. Someday, somebody`s going to find their way in & then they`re going to leave you on your knees.
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